Silence

Am I alone in my silence?
or are there many of me in the broken mirror of time
chasing me in my silence.

Is it possible to leave out the 'me in me?
for atleast few moments to just 'be'
like one of those millions tides of the sea
which has no end or no beginging

To live without references, reactions
to fly with wind like a treeleaf..
to leave the anxieties on the wind
to sail away atleast once from
this shore of haunting 'me'

To be at a place where there be will no chasing anymore
and no hide and seek..
where the pointing fingers wont hurt
where the blood will dry out of old wounds..

Will I ever find that piece of the broken mirror
where i'll be whole and true...
where I'll smile at myself
in joy of finding a new 'me'
Where my eyes wont search for the scars on my face
and meet itself..like meeting a long lost friend

Will I ever find any such mirror, place or me?
Will I be free from these serpant like questions to be just 'be'
When will this chase end?
will it end with me?